what life teaches me about myself this year.
i thought i was attracted to guys who approach me first. i realized it's actually not all guys. i thought i thrive with attentions. i realized attention makes me act like what i am not. i thought i wanted to stay at home in my comfort zone. i realized i have no excuse to just chill and do nothing when i see old people are still working, doing hardworks at their grey age. i thought i will have no time to spend with friends and myself once i started working. i realized i make time for them now and it's something i value more than ever. i thought i like being in cliques. i realized i'm more comfortable being friendly to everyone. i thought driving a long distance is tiring. i realized it's actually therapeutic and a good little distraction from work. i thought i can ignore people i know just because they are not in a good term with a friend of mine. i realized i don't have the heart and i think it is not a right thing to do. if i ever hesitate on doing something, it...