what life teaches me about myself this year.

i thought i was attracted to guys who approach me first.
i realized it's actually not all guys.

i thought i thrive with attentions.
i realized attention makes me act like what i am not.

i thought i wanted to stay at home in my comfort zone.
i realized i have no excuse to just chill and do nothing when i see old people are still working, doing hardworks at their grey age.

i thought i will have no time to spend with friends and myself once i started working.
i realized i make time for them now and it's something i value more than ever.

i thought i like being in cliques.
i realized i'm more comfortable being friendly to everyone.

i thought driving a long distance is tiring.
i realized it's actually therapeutic and a good little distraction from work.

i thought i can ignore people i know just because they are not in a good term with a friend of mine.
i realized i don't have the heart and i think it is not a right thing to do.

if i ever hesitate on doing something,
it's always better to give it time and put some thinking into the decision i'm going to take.

it's been years peeps but today i'm just dropping by to share with you some things i learn about myself this year. on a self-discovery journey and i'm enjoying it so far. hope you had a great year and i wish next year is going to be great for you and the people you love. we'll meet some time soon, hopefully. take care.

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